
wants the FLCL season for xmas<3

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LOVE this only because i do it all the time
i catch myself doing this.
ive done this too many times at all the wrong times. but for a while, i got the answers i needed and i was happy.
3 weeks since my baby left me. the pain is still heavy. but i keep learning.
i will be better for you, and if not for you..then, for me.

i know there are people who have that someone that they plan on marrying and shit happens and they leave each other only to move on to someone else that they repeat the same thing about future and marriage. honestly, he’s the only one i ever want to have the conversation with, the only one i said it to and it felt so right. he’s the only one that makes me crazy and leaves me broken, but knows exactly how to fix me. he’s the only one i can see myself growing old with and having mixed, tan babies. i love how he takes care of me and makes sure im alright. i hate his stupid anger but i love how it makes me try. i want to be better for you..im growing, and its a process. so please bare with me. take your time on me. i wont disappoint you. i love you.
please dont go away forever. all i want is to be in your arms.